Blind

 Sometimes I wonder, am I pretending to be blinded by the truth, or there’s a blind that cause me bot seeing the truth.

I wounder if truth were already there and I saw it but I oretending not to see it.

I am seeking for the truth , I think I am mentally prepared to face it but it never show up, so does it mean there’s nothing to be revealed actually and I just have to be patient.

Or really I really thought of giving up but things never goes to this way, things would surfaced it up and I failed.

I mean like my mother said, there would be no other after things.

While in waiting I just need to improvise myself

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