31 Days to Get Over Break Up

 Maybe, maybe I like him because he’s the only one single in the team Maybe if I go out, meet new people, my views might change  When your friends seems to like to be the same person, I am not going to fight over. I choose to back off. I will always find or meet someone better. I thought choosing someone who doesn’t have everything would make no one to choose the same person, I guess my opinion is wrong. They said he doesn’t like me because we are so similar.. and opposite attract. I am not good in playing along. I guess I jusy need to bear with it. Hoping for things to go how it used to be. Or change.  But then I do not feel hurt anymore, in fact, more towards bittersweet feeling because I am not the main character. Am I going to get someone who really love me for the way I am and not going to choose anyone else?  Seems impossible from a human view. But maybe God can help..

 Would my life turn like what I thought? Me, meeting someone else. Then telling the person i am going to marry someone else. And then we realize our real feelings But then it would turn out too late.. Or opposite. Would I cry then? Yes I will. But I hope I get stronger  just like how I used to.  But, if could, I do not want that think about it.

 It still lingers I mean those feeling I do not feel hurt seeing the scene , him with others girls. I just that it won’t stop. But then I would choose to be kind  despite anything. 

 So it’s been 1 month. Did  I get over it ? Maybe I don’t feel anxious about him anymore I treat him more like a friend Whatever he choose, I will be happy for him Good for him Lastly.. I love you.