Fear Most

 Do you know what I scared most?

I scare that you would come up with a wedding invitation.

At that time , I would be crushed.

Just like how it happened before..


I thought of walk away many time. Looking back through my writing, 10% was joy.

Was being with you  would be this painful?

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