31 Days to Get Over Break Up

 There’s this song, name Golden Hour. Even though it’s a song from a guy to a girl but. I feel like I want to give myself golden hour of the life. Meaning, I will be the best person I ever had, Most confident Most smile Most happy Most daughterly towards the parents Most beautiful  Most kind Most attractive Most hardworking Most selfless And goes on Because I am entering 30s? Why not give it a good start 

 So.. I was invited. To go to see them in the previous place I worked to. On a Friday, during my working hours.  I felt wrong especially I still have a lot of pending work to do and I am afraid that I would mess up. My mind occupied with so many thoughts. Not to mention I am still waiting for the exam result.  Thinking that I would be penalized. I decided not to go, because I don’t feel it’s right.  I guess it’s me. I’m sorry. I hope I have chance to be forgiven. I should have just stay silent.  Even if I went , I wouldn’t get what I want. I just wanted to spend some time with a person, if I were to go there it would be spending time in a groupz talking about the same things. Gossiping about the same thing.