Back off

 Maybe, maybe I like him because he’s the only one single in the team

Maybe if I go out, meet new people, my views might change 

When your friends seems to like to be the same person, I am not going to fight over. I choose to back off. I will always find or meet someone better.

I thought choosing someone who doesn’t have everything would make no one to choose the same person, I guess my opinion is wrong.

They said he doesn’t like me because we are so similar.. and opposite attract. I am not good in playing along. I guess I jusy need to bear with it.

Hoping for things to go how it used to be. Or change. 

But then I do not feel hurt anymore, in fact, more towards bittersweet feeling because I am not the main character.

Am I going to get someone who really love me for the way I am and not going to choose anyone else? 

Seems impossible from a human view.

But maybe God can help..

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