31 Days to Get Over Break Up

 And I missing his connection, or I am craving? Those two are different. One is sincerely and not the other.

 Do you know what I scared most? I scare that you would come up with a wedding invitation. At that time , I would be crushed. Just like how it happened before.. I thought of walk away many time. Looking back through my writing, 10% was joy. Was being with you  would be this painful?