31 Days to Get Over Break Up

 I was disappointed that he thought that way. I mean he should have consider my feeling before saying that. I waited for him and now I need to wait till June or I could have walk away just like I did before.  Freak you! After all I did, this is what you did, You disappointed me. I have been keeping this feeling for so long and I don’t think I should write timid contents any longer because! My patience on you has reached its limit! Freak you that you are a coward who cannot decide anything! 

 Sometimes I wonder, am I pretending to be blinded by the truth, or there’s a blind that cause me bot seeing the truth. I wounder if truth were already there and I saw it but I oretending not to see it. I am seeking for the truth , I think I am mentally prepared to face it but it never show up, so does it mean there’s nothing to be revealed actually and I just have to be patient. Or really I really thought of giving up but things never goes to this way, things would surfaced it up and I failed. I mean like my mother said, there would be no other after things. While in waiting I just need to improvise myself