31 Days to Get Over Break Up

 You know, we alspways had that time right.  When we didn’t even plan, but we had our impromptu intimate moment Talking about things, people around us, so random. It happens when one of us started to talk and then it goes on . Sometimes hours. Morning, evening, and even.. late night. I know I find myself purposely doing something so that I can spend longer time with you, but we you doing the same?

 Today I had intense feeling of missing you. I feel like texting you. I miss you. Irony you worked with someone I thought I could be with.

 Because you are so famous As if everyone swoon over you And you seems like to play along So allow me to back off Because I want certainty Not temporary.

 I always know I need to get over you. I do not see anything from this. Getting to know someone suck because you are getting know of him , you found out his relationship, how he treat other people. How people can be so patient and still try to be with the same person. Relationship is tiring. How people especially old people can live together happily decades? Look at ex prime minister with his wife. How am I ever to find partner like that. So this blog, is my one month trial of forgetting him, getting over him. Because God know I cried for that man for almost like 5 ish times? Especially when I saw him getting close to someone even as a friend. I guess the problem is with me. But people writing if he truly loves you, let him go, if it came back then it's yours. That's why I am trying. Because I feel it's difficult And now is the right time. We are in different place. Wouldn't be seeing each other. So, this is day 1.